2'O Clock....

yeah.. its exctly 2 AM when i start to write this......

and y am i writing ??? i really dunno !!! well, it could be as simple as " I am Bored !!! " or as complicated as trying to find a reason for the sudden feeling of loneliness/loss or watever its called when u get bak home after dropping a couple of friends (to the Airport) u've known for over 5 years.......

Time just flies rite ??? its already an year since i had to go thro the whole ordeal...... friends whom i knew for over 7-8 years, friends whom i've closely bonded for no reason (or a whole lot of reasons).....

ppl who had never ever met before in life, one fine day, decide to join the same coll and course.... marks the beginning of a great friendship..... ppl from whom i've learnt so much in life, have moved on......

Y is it that even though some ppl are not a part of our everyday life, mean so much to us ???

is it jealousy that creeps in, thinking that such good friendship will eventually break apart and those so called friends, will find a new gang of friends and their relationship will blossom, leaving the old one to wither away.....

well..... i am searching for answers.... answers which i dont think i'll ever get........