7.8.09
28.1.09
A CrAzY DaY !!!!!
Yes ... that has wat it has been today ..... Totally InSaNe !!!!
As usual, when i was abt to go to bed tonight, i sat back to reflect upon the day it was ... and the first thought i get .... is quite evident by now i suppose .....
Right from getting assigned to 3 difft tasks in the first half hour of the work day, to getting screwed by bosses, tat too over an International call .... not to forget getting a task at 4:30 PM and ppl expecting it to be over by COD !!!!! .....
And just when you thought tat you had survived the day, the boss coming and changing the requirements at 8:15 PM ..... makes one realize how shamelessly entanled we all have become in these mediocre routine !!!!!
The worst part of the whole day .... still remains the overseas partners' issues which have no bloody sense of timing ( 9 PM ) and the traffice jam on the way back home ..... tops the list !!!
Only apologies to all the bosses, whose work i might not have given my complete 100 % to !!!
-- GrEySkUlL
As usual, when i was abt to go to bed tonight, i sat back to reflect upon the day it was ... and the first thought i get .... is quite evident by now i suppose .....
Right from getting assigned to 3 difft tasks in the first half hour of the work day, to getting screwed by bosses, tat too over an International call .... not to forget getting a task at 4:30 PM and ppl expecting it to be over by COD !!!!! .....
And just when you thought tat you had survived the day, the boss coming and changing the requirements at 8:15 PM ..... makes one realize how shamelessly entanled we all have become in these mediocre routine !!!!!
The worst part of the whole day .... still remains the overseas partners' issues which have no bloody sense of timing ( 9 PM ) and the traffice jam on the way back home ..... tops the list !!!
Only apologies to all the bosses, whose work i might not have given my complete 100 % to !!!
-- GrEySkUlL
1.1.09
To Know Where The Shoe Pinches .....
12 AM on the 1st of January 2009 .... The sounds of neighbors yelling "Happy New Year" to their kids over the phone ... Party animals returning on bikes which scream louder than my neighbors ..... Fire Crackers bursting loudly and welcoming the New Year .... My cell phone buzzing with an Inbox full of Wishes .... All the friends on Gtalk, many of whom I've even forgotten how I know, Wishing me a Good Year Ahead ....
A Better Year Ahead ... Is what I need ..... Better than what I got in 2008 ...
As the noises drown around me, I am reminded of a saying "This Too Shall Pass ......." quietening my mind ..... quietening my thoughts ... quietening my questions ... slowly dragging me into the New Year .... giving a new surge of Hope, Strength and Faith ..... The Faith which is so remarkably Strong !!!!
As the New Year Dawns ... I hope to get more Strength .... Strength to Face The Brutes .... to have Faith in ourselves, Faith in the Supreme Soul .... and mainly the knowledge To Know Where The Shoe Pinches !!!!
A Better Year Ahead ... Is what I need ..... Better than what I got in 2008 ...
As the noises drown around me, I am reminded of a saying "This Too Shall Pass ......." quietening my mind ..... quietening my thoughts ... quietening my questions ... slowly dragging me into the New Year .... giving a new surge of Hope, Strength and Faith ..... The Faith which is so remarkably Strong !!!!
As the New Year Dawns ... I hope to get more Strength .... Strength to Face The Brutes .... to have Faith in ourselves, Faith in the Supreme Soul .... and mainly the knowledge To Know Where The Shoe Pinches !!!!
23.11.08
Insomnia !!!
Tried watching TV, Finished reading today's TOI all over agian, Read a few verses from the Bhagavad Gita, Tried listening to some soothing music .... but all to no avail !!
Sleep ... as it seems, is in no mood to come and engulf me ..... This, in turn has aroused many dormant thoughts, which were almost lost the labyrinth called my 'Conscious Mind'. Perhaps I have been unconsciously (or subconsciously (???) .. I dont know the difference yet .....) waiting for this arousal of thoughts, perhaps I am raring to start looking for answers ... again, or perhaps its just a tried mind ranting ..... I dont have an answer ..... but all I have is this .....
The cOnFuSiOn has returned !!!!
Shall soon resume the Rantings .... of a CoNfUsEd soul (or is it the mind ????) !!!!!
Sleep ... as it seems, is in no mood to come and engulf me ..... This, in turn has aroused many dormant thoughts, which were almost lost the labyrinth called my 'Conscious Mind'. Perhaps I have been unconsciously (or subconsciously (???) .. I dont know the difference yet .....) waiting for this arousal of thoughts, perhaps I am raring to start looking for answers ... again, or perhaps its just a tried mind ranting ..... I dont have an answer ..... but all I have is this .....
The cOnFuSiOn has returned !!!!
Shall soon resume the Rantings .... of a CoNfUsEd soul (or is it the mind ????) !!!!!
28.1.08
Revelations......
Its been a long time since i blogged about my CoNfUsIoNs. The reasons for it, I am in no mood to explain.
Anyways I had been wondering about my theory of "Life" being an "Illusion" again.... I have Ranted about it over here and here. The latter being more centered around the Ego of the self.
What has kept me busy is the demarcation / the Thin Line between Destiny and Choices.
How much of our life is determined by our destiny and how much of it is self created (by the choices which we make) ????
When I remarked earlier that "Life is just an Illusion...." how right or how wrong was I about it ??? When Swji himself has told that "Man is the Maker of his Own Destiny", then how can I, a mere cOnFuSeD soul, make such a bold remark as that !!!!!
I am just happy now that I didnt take a longer time to realize my mistake :)
What I've come to realize about the Question in hand, the Question about the Destiny and Choices, is that The Choices that we make now, will lead to newer choices in future, which in turn leads to more choices, and so on. What, according to me, can be termed as Destiny is just the choices we face as a result of the choices previously chosen. Thinking about it, the choices in life we face now, are the direct (or indirect) resultant of the choices we would've done earlier in life, or maybe in the past lives. (Considering the fact that I believe in the existence of the past lives and the indestructible nature of the soul)
Further on, I have begun to believe that There exists a very thin line between the outcome of the choices and the destiny. Or maybe we just term the Outcome of the Choices we make, as Destiny (?) . This may be due to the simple fact that we lesser mortals do not understand the complexity at work behind the scenes. The complexities which create the result of an action, in our case the outcome of our choices. Sometimes, these resultants can be sprawled across births, resulting in the current situation.
While talking to a very eminent speaker, to whom I put across this Question, I realised that to understand all the intricacies involved, we need to train the mind in this direction....
So here I go.... in search of the answers ...... again !!
Anyways I had been wondering about my theory of "Life" being an "Illusion" again.... I have Ranted about it over here and here. The latter being more centered around the Ego of the self.
What has kept me busy is the demarcation / the Thin Line between Destiny and Choices.
How much of our life is determined by our destiny and how much of it is self created (by the choices which we make) ????
When I remarked earlier that "Life is just an Illusion...." how right or how wrong was I about it ??? When Swji himself has told that "Man is the Maker of his Own Destiny", then how can I, a mere cOnFuSeD soul, make such a bold remark as that !!!!!
I am just happy now that I didnt take a longer time to realize my mistake :)
What I've come to realize about the Question in hand, the Question about the Destiny and Choices, is that The Choices that we make now, will lead to newer choices in future, which in turn leads to more choices, and so on. What, according to me, can be termed as Destiny is just the choices we face as a result of the choices previously chosen. Thinking about it, the choices in life we face now, are the direct (or indirect) resultant of the choices we would've done earlier in life, or maybe in the past lives. (Considering the fact that I believe in the existence of the past lives and the indestructible nature of the soul)
Further on, I have begun to believe that There exists a very thin line between the outcome of the choices and the destiny. Or maybe we just term the Outcome of the Choices we make, as Destiny (?) . This may be due to the simple fact that we lesser mortals do not understand the complexity at work behind the scenes. The complexities which create the result of an action, in our case the outcome of our choices. Sometimes, these resultants can be sprawled across births, resulting in the current situation.
While talking to a very eminent speaker, to whom I put across this Question, I realised that to understand all the intricacies involved, we need to train the mind in this direction....
So here I go.... in search of the answers ...... again !!
28.12.07
And... They called it a Party !!!!!
Pictre This !!!!!!
One not so big hall, with a so called DJ / MC shouting for ppl to jump in the air for the crappy music they were playing on one side, and on the other side the so called "educated people" pushing and falling on each other just to get a hold of a glass of Beer. The poor helpless bartender carelessly pouring glass after glass of frothing matter and pushing it across the counter. Saw the proof of the whole "Survival Of the Fittest" theory !!!!!
No.. i wont end the story there, there is more !!!!
The small 5ft x 5ft wooden platform at the foot of the DJ's console was termed as the "Dance Floor". Well, what can u dance (even if u remotely felt like it) on such a place which had more than a 100 strong Men, each at least 2 mugs of beer into their bellies, oblivious (?) of their surroundings, shaking violently to the blaring sound from the speakers !!!!
Those poor ladies had to flee out of the testosterone pool so save a few embarrassing moments....
Anyways, the highlight of the whole event ...... I just found more abt Myself !!!!!!!
If this is what people term as a "New Year Bash", I am just thanking my stars that I did not start a whole new year with this, but learnt How Not to start one !!!!! Happy that its over now, and i can put it back with all the Memories of 2007, which I wish to forget !!!!
If at all I could do the Memory Charm on myself now........
One not so big hall, with a so called DJ / MC shouting for ppl to jump in the air for the crappy music they were playing on one side, and on the other side the so called "educated people" pushing and falling on each other just to get a hold of a glass of Beer. The poor helpless bartender carelessly pouring glass after glass of frothing matter and pushing it across the counter. Saw the proof of the whole "Survival Of the Fittest" theory !!!!!
No.. i wont end the story there, there is more !!!!
The small 5ft x 5ft wooden platform at the foot of the DJ's console was termed as the "Dance Floor". Well, what can u dance (even if u remotely felt like it) on such a place which had more than a 100 strong Men, each at least 2 mugs of beer into their bellies, oblivious (?) of their surroundings, shaking violently to the blaring sound from the speakers !!!!
Those poor ladies had to flee out of the testosterone pool so save a few embarrassing moments....
Anyways, the highlight of the whole event ...... I just found more abt Myself !!!!!!!
If this is what people term as a "New Year Bash", I am just thanking my stars that I did not start a whole new year with this, but learnt How Not to start one !!!!! Happy that its over now, and i can put it back with all the Memories of 2007, which I wish to forget !!!!
If at all I could do the Memory Charm on myself now........
18.10.07
A Ride Back Home........
Never Ever did i even remotely think in my wildest dreams that a ride back home, at 8 PM on a weekday, with a light drizzle all the way would get me back onto my senses... and leave me energized all over again !!!!!
A total bounce of the DB....i must say :)
Yes, this was the break which i wanted from the now so normal 10 AM to 10 PM routine, which had emerged out of nowhere !!!!!!!
waiting for the next rain in Bluru !!!
A total bounce of the DB....i must say :)
Yes, this was the break which i wanted from the now so normal 10 AM to 10 PM routine, which had emerged out of nowhere !!!!!!!
waiting for the next rain in Bluru !!!
28.9.07
10.9.07
Testing Times.........
Yeah... tats wat these are.....
An age old saying in kannada goes this way.... ಮನೆ ಕಟ್ಟಿ ನೊಡು, ಮದುವೆ ಮಾಡಿ ನೊಡು .....
Even though i had heard this before, never had i given a second thought to the proverb.... until very recently !!!!!
Do i consider it my luck or unluck for being too young to realize the difficulties my parents went through while building a house, or do i consider my self lucky or unlucky to be old enough to realize the difficulties my parents are going through for my sister's wedding...... leaves me CoNfUsEd :)
A nice thought shared by my uncle which goes something like this ..... " An experience, until totally assimilated by the body, isnt a true experience, but just an event " ..... and another one where he told about the tolerance levels of the people (Shall write abt in a much more detail, some other time).... have started making some sense .... but still lays just out of reach when i try to relate the happenings, and the thought.... but somehow i know tat it might just explain the whole thing.........
I've always been taught abt the belief of Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam ...... How good it will be for everyone to live in harmony with each other.... giving each other the required space, and thus getting our own space in return......
The Questions keep coming again and again to me..... This time about Rituals, and the ultimate Goal ..... This time, both are so intricately related to each other, that it leave me feeling pity for everyone involved .... When do we realize that Nothing Else Matters other than the happiness of the long lasting relationship ?????
Got lots to tell, but i shall restrain from it...... Hope that everything turns out roses at the end :)
सर्वँ श्री कृष्णरपनमस्टु
An age old saying in kannada goes this way.... ಮನೆ ಕಟ್ಟಿ ನೊಡು, ಮದುವೆ ಮಾಡಿ ನೊಡು .....
Even though i had heard this before, never had i given a second thought to the proverb.... until very recently !!!!!
Do i consider it my luck or unluck for being too young to realize the difficulties my parents went through while building a house, or do i consider my self lucky or unlucky to be old enough to realize the difficulties my parents are going through for my sister's wedding...... leaves me CoNfUsEd :)
A nice thought shared by my uncle which goes something like this ..... " An experience, until totally assimilated by the body, isnt a true experience, but just an event " ..... and another one where he told about the tolerance levels of the people (Shall write abt in a much more detail, some other time).... have started making some sense .... but still lays just out of reach when i try to relate the happenings, and the thought.... but somehow i know tat it might just explain the whole thing.........
I've always been taught abt the belief of Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam ...... How good it will be for everyone to live in harmony with each other.... giving each other the required space, and thus getting our own space in return......
The Questions keep coming again and again to me..... This time about Rituals, and the ultimate Goal ..... This time, both are so intricately related to each other, that it leave me feeling pity for everyone involved .... When do we realize that Nothing Else Matters other than the happiness of the long lasting relationship ?????
Got lots to tell, but i shall restrain from it...... Hope that everything turns out roses at the end :)
सर्वँ श्री कृष्णरपनमस्टु
9.9.07
Karma ????
How many of us actually believe in the whole concept of Karma ???? Has it just been reduced to a simple phrase to pass off the unexpected/unwanted doings of a person, or is there any more deeper meaning to the whole concept ???
C'on.... the ancient saints and thinkers of India, wouldn't have come up with the concept just for the heck of it right ??? Moreover, when Swji said that "Man is the maker of his Own Destiny", was he in a way referring to this concept ???
Well, i've come to believe in this philosophy to a great extent now..... atleast after what i witnessed today......
A question on my mind, which troubled me for quite some sleepless nights.....Why are some people more richer (Both materialistically, and intellectually) , while some lesser ???? Why are there so many Good people around, equal (if not more) number of so called not-so-good ones ??? Why is there this inherent difference, we find (atleast according to my limited knowledge) only in the Human Beings, and not in any other animal clan ???
After a fun filled evening out with some friends, the sight which brought tears in my eyes was that of an old woman, sitting outside the "Hang Out" wearing a torn sweater, the thin saree covered her fragile head against the drizzle..... her bright eyes looked expectantly at mine (while i so conveniently looked away), she sat with her arms outstretched ........ i would surely have given her a few rupees, if at all i had any low denomination notes in my wallet, all i had was 100 bucks, which i wanted to fill petrol
What have i done to deserve this good a life i have now ?? Am i so worth it ?? I sometimes do genuinely ask...... and wat sort of a life will i get after all the things i've done in this one of mine ????? I dare not know the answer..... unless i still have the opportunity to change the outcome....
Whats troubling me now, and will continue for a while i am sure, is tat i could've used my credit card to fill petrol......
C'on.... the ancient saints and thinkers of India, wouldn't have come up with the concept just for the heck of it right ??? Moreover, when Swji said that "Man is the maker of his Own Destiny", was he in a way referring to this concept ???
Well, i've come to believe in this philosophy to a great extent now..... atleast after what i witnessed today......
A question on my mind, which troubled me for quite some sleepless nights.....Why are some people more richer (Both materialistically, and intellectually) , while some lesser ???? Why are there so many Good people around, equal (if not more) number of so called not-so-good ones ??? Why is there this inherent difference, we find (atleast according to my limited knowledge) only in the Human Beings, and not in any other animal clan ???
After a fun filled evening out with some friends, the sight which brought tears in my eyes was that of an old woman, sitting outside the "Hang Out" wearing a torn sweater, the thin saree covered her fragile head against the drizzle..... her bright eyes looked expectantly at mine (while i so conveniently looked away), she sat with her arms outstretched ........ i would surely have given her a few rupees, if at all i had any low denomination notes in my wallet, all i had was 100 bucks, which i wanted to fill petrol
What have i done to deserve this good a life i have now ?? Am i so worth it ?? I sometimes do genuinely ask...... and wat sort of a life will i get after all the things i've done in this one of mine ????? I dare not know the answer..... unless i still have the opportunity to change the outcome....
Whats troubling me now, and will continue for a while i am sure, is tat i could've used my credit card to fill petrol......
31.8.07
hmmm......
I was feeling hungry and bored too.... so thought of stopping at the Ulsoor lake for some fresh air... she started grumbling the moment we left the place....... and it was then that she snapped !!!!
wat would i do ????
bang in the middle of the road, a few feet away from a busy circle, she refused to move on.... amidst curious eyes staring at us and impatient ppl honking their horns, i tried to tame her and get her to the side of the road, where i could have a look at her and figure out wat the whole fuss was about, guilt of neglecting her all these days hit me hard.......
wat happened later is a looooong story, rather, i had to push her a looooong way to find the nearest mechanic to help me out.......
My only mistake all these days was tat i took her for granted....... I mean, when i cant take a bloddy bike for granted, how can i take a person who lives and breaths and has feelings, for granted ????????
Learnt my lesson the hard way today :)
wat would i do ????
bang in the middle of the road, a few feet away from a busy circle, she refused to move on.... amidst curious eyes staring at us and impatient ppl honking their horns, i tried to tame her and get her to the side of the road, where i could have a look at her and figure out wat the whole fuss was about, guilt of neglecting her all these days hit me hard.......
wat happened later is a looooong story, rather, i had to push her a looooong way to find the nearest mechanic to help me out.......
My only mistake all these days was tat i took her for granted....... I mean, when i cant take a bloddy bike for granted, how can i take a person who lives and breaths and has feelings, for granted ????????
Learnt my lesson the hard way today :)
14.8.07
The Dream......
I once had a dream.....
a dream which seemed so perfect at that time, a dream which a small little part of me somehow thought would become possible some day..... I mean, I know I have it in me to be a part of the Indian Armed Forces ...... rite ????
6 years ago, when i had cleared the NDA exam, little did i know tat i had made a mistake... a mistake coz it still remains in my mind, keeps reminding me tat i might still have a chance..... a chance to wear proudly, the Indian tricolor on my chest......
From getting royally blasted, to being totally encouraged, i've got all sorts of comments and feedbacks, all sorts of gyaan about this dream of mine..... a Dream, which still remains ......
This Independence Day, as i sit back and think, the ghost tries to return.....peeping from within the shadows.... but this time, i am stronger... stronger to face the ghosts of the past.......and ready to embrace the present........
.....with tears in my eyes, I Dream On....... but this time, its about our country....
A new Dream.... A bigger picture..... A soon to be reality !!!!!
Proud to be an INDIAN
a dream which seemed so perfect at that time, a dream which a small little part of me somehow thought would become possible some day..... I mean, I know I have it in me to be a part of the Indian Armed Forces ...... rite ????
6 years ago, when i had cleared the NDA exam, little did i know tat i had made a mistake... a mistake coz it still remains in my mind, keeps reminding me tat i might still have a chance..... a chance to wear proudly, the Indian tricolor on my chest......
From getting royally blasted, to being totally encouraged, i've got all sorts of comments and feedbacks, all sorts of gyaan about this dream of mine..... a Dream, which still remains ......
This Independence Day, as i sit back and think, the ghost tries to return.....peeping from within the shadows.... but this time, i am stronger... stronger to face the ghosts of the past.......and ready to embrace the present........
.....with tears in my eyes, I Dream On....... but this time, its about our country....
A new Dream.... A bigger picture..... A soon to be reality !!!!!
Proud to be an INDIAN
3.8.07
The Blame .....
........Tyranny of the outside world ?????
........The shackles of the self-created Misery ?????
Choose yr pick !!!!
........The shackles of the self-created Misery ?????
Choose yr pick !!!!
2.8.07
2'O Clock....
yeah.. its exctly 2 AM when i start to write this......
and y am i writing ??? i really dunno !!! well, it could be as simple as " I am Bored !!! " or as complicated as trying to find a reason for the sudden feeling of loneliness/loss or watever its called when u get bak home after dropping a couple of friends (to the Airport) u've known for over 5 years.......
Time just flies rite ??? its already an year since i had to go thro the whole ordeal...... friends whom i knew for over 7-8 years, friends whom i've closely bonded for no reason (or a whole lot of reasons).....
ppl who had never ever met before in life, one fine day, decide to join the same coll and course.... marks the beginning of a great friendship..... ppl from whom i've learnt so much in life, have moved on......
Y is it that even though some ppl are not a part of our everyday life, mean so much to us ???
is it jealousy that creeps in, thinking that such good friendship will eventually break apart and those so called friends, will find a new gang of friends and their relationship will blossom, leaving the old one to wither away.....
well..... i am searching for answers.... answers which i dont think i'll ever get........
and y am i writing ??? i really dunno !!! well, it could be as simple as " I am Bored !!! " or as complicated as trying to find a reason for the sudden feeling of loneliness/loss or watever its called when u get bak home after dropping a couple of friends (to the Airport) u've known for over 5 years.......
Time just flies rite ??? its already an year since i had to go thro the whole ordeal...... friends whom i knew for over 7-8 years, friends whom i've closely bonded for no reason (or a whole lot of reasons).....
ppl who had never ever met before in life, one fine day, decide to join the same coll and course.... marks the beginning of a great friendship..... ppl from whom i've learnt so much in life, have moved on......
Y is it that even though some ppl are not a part of our everyday life, mean so much to us ???
is it jealousy that creeps in, thinking that such good friendship will eventually break apart and those so called friends, will find a new gang of friends and their relationship will blossom, leaving the old one to wither away.....
well..... i am searching for answers.... answers which i dont think i'll ever get........
1.8.07
The Journey or the End ????
What is more important ????
I've come to believe (after gaining a respectable knowledge of life for the past 22 years) that every journey has an end....(reaching the end is a different issue altogether) and the end marks the start of a new journey........
But thinking abt it makes me wonder..... ultimately does the end matter more or the journey (even if the journey doesnt meet the expected end.....where ever it ends.... is the end of the journey.....rite ????) This again raises a question..... are the various journeys interwoven, which makes the demarcation a much more complicated issue or are we just plain blind not to see the simplicity in the whole complicated structure ????
What i am hoping for (and trying to perceive) now is that no matter which of the two is more important, may we all get the strength and the patience to make the journey... and reach a meaningful end.....in the end.....
But... what/where is the END ????
I am left CoNfUsEd !!!!!
I've come to believe (after gaining a respectable knowledge of life for the past 22 years) that every journey has an end....(reaching the end is a different issue altogether) and the end marks the start of a new journey........
But thinking abt it makes me wonder..... ultimately does the end matter more or the journey (even if the journey doesnt meet the expected end.....where ever it ends.... is the end of the journey.....rite ????) This again raises a question..... are the various journeys interwoven, which makes the demarcation a much more complicated issue or are we just plain blind not to see the simplicity in the whole complicated structure ????
What i am hoping for (and trying to perceive) now is that no matter which of the two is more important, may we all get the strength and the patience to make the journey... and reach a meaningful end.....in the end.....
But... what/where is the END ????
I am left CoNfUsEd !!!!!
28.6.07
Kid on the Skooter.....
8:15 AM... 15 yrs ago, I used to sit behind my dad, hugging his tummy, and be on my way to skool.... knowing that my sis would not let me fall off the skooter even if i fell asleep......
8:15 AM... 15 yrs later, I see a small kid, wearing a monkey cap and a blue sweater (2 sizes too big for him) over the uniform, dozing off to glory, hugging his dad's tummy, under the watchful eyes of his sister sitting behind him......
How life changes !!!!
I would give ANYTHING to go back in time...... if at all it was so easy :)
15.6.07
The Reminder....
9:30 PM on a weekday..... boredom kicks in.... and i decide to do some long pending moderating activity on one of the Orkut Communities.
That is where I came across this beautiful video about my skool... the same skool which has given me so many good memories, so many good friends, so many good values, the same skool which has taught me how to live life, how to respect others...... the same skool which has made me what i am today...
The humble reminder couldn't have come at a better time.....
The facts so conveniently forgotten, have been well reminded.......
The time is just to prove that all it takes is pure mental strength..... and nothing else :)
29.5.07
Simplicity......
The wait in the Office, just to look good in front of Boss's eyes........
15 Kms of extra travel, in Blore's crawling traffic.......
The honks and the snarls, the careless pedestrians' way thro the jigsaw puzzle,
The feeling that I wont be on time to meet Him,
To meet Him before he embarks on a long journey,
To meet Him to get His Blessings......The tension, The Apprehension......
!!!.....The immediate realization of the simplicity amidst the complexity......!!!
The smile !!! :)
The Smile, filled with warmth and pride which HE gave, when he came to know that the money was earned by me..... PRICELESS !!!!
These are just among some very few things in Life, which makes it worth living :)
Peace !!
15 Kms of extra travel, in Blore's crawling traffic.......
The honks and the snarls, the careless pedestrians' way thro the jigsaw puzzle,
The feeling that I wont be on time to meet Him,
To meet Him before he embarks on a long journey,
To meet Him to get His Blessings......The tension, The Apprehension......
!!!.....The immediate realization of the simplicity amidst the complexity......!!!
The smile !!! :)
The Smile, filled with warmth and pride which HE gave, when he came to know that the money was earned by me..... PRICELESS !!!!
These are just among some very few things in Life, which makes it worth living :)
Peace !!
28.5.07
Back to the Roots !!!
Yes..... after trying out a number of difft fonts, templates, colors and styles, I've reverted back to the original style.....
......some things are best kept the way they originally were.......
!.!
......some things are best kept the way they originally were.......
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